The hardest part is not leaving you, but to stand alone

Cerita Ail
May 24, 2024


The Hardest Part — Olivia Dean (Source: Spotify)

I was standing alone in the middle of night. Alone. My mind was reminding you. Your smile. Your laugh. Your blunt honesty. I loved you, but tonight is not your night.

Tonight is my night, alone again, without you. It is time to contemplating what I have done, “Can I be alone enough to survived with?” Loneliness is something that I was fear a lot. Until I met you, and you leave me without hesitate.

I hate you, but I know I cannot.

I love you, but I know I am miserable with you.

I just want to stand alone, without you anymore in my mind.


It is never hard like this before.




Cerita Ail

People call me Ail. Love to interact with others, with an enthusiastic and warm personality. An impactful listener.